hiatus.

i've reached this stage in my life where i feel as if i am close to breaking point; as if one more disappointment will be the end-all for me as far as my sanity and blood pressure are concerned.

and unfortunately, after much consideration, i've decided to take some time off to re-align my focus with my priorities. for a long time, i have allowed myself to live life aimlessly and without proper direction. but, it turns out that i need to sort through my life, figure out my emotions, my thoughts, what i want and how to go about getting it; i need to get through the rest of this semester and i need to put behind me the bits and pieces of my old self and my old life that are no longer applicable or useful to the new person i am trying to become.

i absolutely hate to have to stop the recent flow of creative juices, but there are a lot of decisions pending to be made that require more thought than i have given them due to the fact that the majority of my time is spent thinking about how i relate to things i see and people i meet...and how to write about it all.

turns out, it's hard to relate to anything when you don't even have the fundamentals laid down for yourself.

so, in light of that, i officially declare an indefinite life hiatus.

and i apologize for being so MIA in advance.

if you need to find me, i'll be one of four places: the gym, the pool, school or at home.