try to leave the light on when i'm gone...

today was eventful, to say the least. i can't say i don't feel relieved..because deep, deep down, i know that this was the right thing to do.

i just hope that, years from now, neither of us regret this.

and i understand..i honestly and truly do. it's just frustrating and severely unfortunate that the timing's never been right for us. regardless, i just simply can't help but feel that i wasn't enough for you...you're always going to be the one that, in my eyes, let me go.

and, oddly enough, all of this hurts as badly as the first time.

but, the reality of the situation is that it is what it is...and there's no point in dwelling on things that are ultimately out of my control; because, as hard as it is, i still have faith that all things happen for a reason.